Neko

Bismillah.

Entering children world.... hmmm... it's fun. humm... better than during my student time which I thought paeds is kinda boring posting gak la....

Just finished tagging. Tomorrow i'll start my first day oncall... arrgghh!!! hopefully everything wil be fine. I pray to Allah everything will be fine. No serious case, no difficult management.... not on my first day!

Working... humm... required lots of self feeling of responsibility. Me:... just having half of it... (just finished tagging ngan MO-MO yang baik hati.. so not fully felt responsible...huhu...)

All the best ny dear friends..... keep in touch, with

Bismillah

Baru balik dr Terengganu darul Iman (dah 2 hari pun). My husband started his oncall immediately on the next day after we came back from T'ganu. Pity him... he just had his oncall a day before we drove to T'ganu. Penat penat.... yesterday evening he came back at 6.30 after 35 hours left home....!! (me as well will go through the same thing later...tidaaaakkk!! aaaAAaa...) His face showed everything. After the whole day in operation theathre (without a sit! - try it for couple of hours if you wanna know how it feels...), He had to continue working another day alone to cover 2 surgical wards (because his job-mate took an emergency leave without telling anybody, so he had to do all the jobs on his own..) Penat tak terkata eh? That's the real life of a doc.

Terengganu- the beaches are so beautiful!! (even we went there in the afternoon, when the sun right above our head and we barely open our eyes...hehe. Apa ke jadah nya gi tengah2 hari??? What to do... so many places to go, so many things to do.) We planned to spend our holiday at Pulau Kapas ( me la especially wanna go there!)... apakan daya, manusia merancang, Allah yang menentukan...huhuhu... sedih sebab tak jadi pergi. Next time lah (bila la agaknya tu?)

Me- waiting for MOH letter. Rumors said we'll start at first of Aug. I hope i'll get HKB. Can't wait to work... boring dah ni!! But so afraid of the hectic life... T_T  Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah. Moga Allah permudahkan urusan kami.. amin.

My family in law- Me start loving them as my own family. Even though can't mix well with the brothers (my husband has 10 siblings- 7 are brothers! while I have 5 siblings, and only one is male. So... i'm not so in used to the way of communication with male... I mean, what to talk about, how to treat them...  while not forgetting to jaga muamalat.), but his siblings are nice, like my own adik2...Love his ibu and ayah as well. Thankyou for accepting me..

My family- Umi has accompanied abah at Kuantan, Nana had gone back to indon, Acik already finished her orientation week at UTP, Teronoh, I guess. So at home, there left MOktok (my grandma), Ajun (my youngest sister) and Aliah (my cousin) and ablong. When ajun and aliah go to school in the morning, and ablong off to monitor the new house, Moktok will left alone...no wonder she'll feel so lonely. So, once in a week we'll be there for a few days. Cooking together with moktok, try a few new recipes (or the old one, but baru nak try do it on my own..hehe).

May be umi don't really mind if i stayed with my in laws family (because she's not here... if not...), but Moktok really insist me to stay here... especially when I'll be start working later (because my home is nearer to the HKB compared to my in laws home.) ....hurmm... my husband pulak want me tu stay with his family. So may be as a solution, to satistied both, we are planning to stay in the quarters (even though it's not so spacey...)... that's it for now. (if I'm not getting pregnant....i hope. Not so soon...!)

Bismillah...

Actually I don't have any interesting words to share, but I envy other bloggers who are keeping their blog active.. so ... I want to be seen active as well..hehe...

Hari ni dah lebih sebulan rajmaryota jadi isteri... It's already more than a month! (or...should I say it's only a month? =P only beginning maa....!!)... I can't imagine the rest of my life as a wife. Will I be better or becoming worse? Menakutkan... perkahwinan memang menakutkan...

Sebelum start kerja ni, I tried my best to be the best housewife ever...haha..

Pikir2, kalau dah start kerja nanti, kalau dah terlalu penat nanti... Will I ever smile to my tired husband, if myself tired as well? ...mampu ke nak masak sedap2 kalau yang tak sedap pun tak sempat nak masak? Mampu ke menggembirakan suami kalau asyik tidur je kepenatan? will I become moody and make my husband's day more miserable?

huhu... I hope I still can be a good wife if not the best......or else I hope I will not be the bad one if not good..

Otherwise, marriage is...hummm... can I give comment? (it's only a month....mind you!) May be it's too early to say anything. But to let them know... I'm only in the early phase of the marriage. Marriage can be different from one phase to another. I know I kno! I got that.... But this phase is the best..... =) phase of knowing each other and filled with lots of love... Mungkin cabaran awal ialah to get to know and engulfed to each other family members (especially to tackle the parents...) and their customs...

And not to forget... to understand your partner is also a challenge..... umm... for me, alhamdulillah no problem yet (not yet?...huhu..hope will be fine til the end..). There's not much difference from me and him (yet?) and not very much difficulty to adapt with.... (is there any which is yet to reveal?? huhu... hope we will stay the same forever..).

May our marriage last til the end of our life.....with the blessing of Allah. And may our marrriage make us closer to Allah, not making us busy from remembering Allah. Amin.

Bismillah...

I still can remember on the first few months after getting my driving lisence, I barely know how to brake. I thought (of course it's false understanding) that when you start driving, the right way is not to stop our car except when you come across red traffic light or be in the junction or else you will block another car at the back....

I also still can remember clearly when I suddenly maKE a swing to avoid a car in front of mine who give a sudden brake. Luckily I didn't hit the car or been hit by other car at the back. What's wrong with me back then? If I could brake for a while and allow for the car at the side to pass, and allow a few seconds for me to think what to do. If I could brake for a while ... i would not endanger myself and others.....

It's the same as to apply in our lfe........ it not all the times we have to move forward. Sometimes we have to brake, and wait.... may be 6 months, a year, may be more.... for betterment. We may regret that we have to repeat another year, or more to complete our course (which was already long enough and used up our age), while our friends already have began their job..... but, if that's the best for us, why not? Or else we may end up endanger our life with our proffession......

Do you wanna put danger to others just because you don't want to brake and wait??

The Duck

A beautiful message that proves a loving point!

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given
a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he
could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for
dinner.

As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he
let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head, and killed it. He
was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.

After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes." But
Sally said, Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.

Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing. Grandma
said, "I'm sorry, but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled
and said, "Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help."
She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.

After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's he finally
couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed the he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, "Sweetheart,  I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing.
But because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you
would let Sally make a slave of you."

Thought for the day and every day thereafter:

Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done, the devil keeps throwing
it up in your face (lying, debt, fear, hatred, anger, unforgiveness, bitterness, etc.)

whatever it is, you need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing, He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.

Bismillah

After 2 weeks being in my in-Law's house, I can accept now that I'm now a wife. A WIFE....pardon me! huhu... may be I'm not matured enough to acknowledge the title earlier. Susah gak nak membiasakan diri ni... gradually I will, insyaAllah..

Waiting for going to work this July and I wonder what the life will be.....

Esok..khamis...1 jun...

rajmaryota di sini buat apa?

rajmaryota confuse... esok saya dah jadi...jadi...aAaaa....

"sedang apa-an kamu? huhuh"

Saper penyanyi paling glemer skrg?  (walaupun orang kata tak la pandai nyanyi sangat...orang la yang kata ..kan...)

"korang tahu tak ngan tunang dia ntah apa nak jadi?.... eh, korang ni tahu tak? ketinggalan zaman sungguh.. "

"amboi amboi amboihhhh..... sibuk aje nak tahu semua hal artis. Diorang tu bagi makan awak ke?"

eh, awak tu tahu ke sapa ulama' tersohor sekarang? Asal mana dia? hidup lagi ke tak? ....

Bawak2 la tahu figure2 dalam Islam. Jangan artis ingat dari A-Z, tapi Ulama sorang pun tak kenal.......Silalah klik di sini....Senarai (ringkas) Ulama Masa KIni disediakan oleh Ustaz Zaharuddin Abdul Rahman.

Rajmaryota, your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

What's Your True Color?
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Hari yang dahulu...

Mereka kata aku budak gemuk lagi hodoh

Aku kesepian

Aku malu lalu menghindar..

Dia kata, tak kira rupa paras, asal berusaha pasti berjaya

Aku.. tak pasti..

Tak pasti apa yang aku inginkan

Hari yang kelmarin

Mereka kata, aku manusia yang tak tahu berkawan

seorang yang anti sosial

Seorang yang malunya tak bertempat

Dia kata, aku sorang yang bijak, amat menyenangkan, bisa membuatnya bahagia

Aku.... masih sepi, masih tak mengerti ...

Apa itu diri

Hari yang semalam

Aku masih mencari

Aku ini siapa?

Aku ini bagaimana?

Mereka kata, aku lah manusia dingin, angkuh dan sombong, bisa menyakiti

Dia kata, aku seorang yang lucu, berani dan teman yang jujur

Aku.... keliru....

Hari ini aku mengerti

Allah itu Satu

Dia yang mencipta dan menjadikan sesuatu

Dan tiadalah apa yang berlaku itu sia-sia

melainkan hanya dengan kehendakNya

kerana sifatNya Berkehendak...

Hari ini aku mengerti lagi

yang Saidina Abu Bakar, Umar, Usthman dan Ali itu berbeza

sekalipun semuanya hebat, namun tidak kan sama

Yang setia, Yang tegas, yang lembut, yang pemurah dan yang berani,

Punya yang mengasihi dan masih ada yang membenci

Namun semuanya sahabat yang dicintai Rasulullah

Bisa menghancurkan kaum kuffar Musyrikin..

Dan aku di sini

sudah mengerti

aku, dia dan mereka tidakkan sama

Aku adalah seperti apa yang aku fikirkan

Apa yang mereka fikir, apa yang dia anggap

adalah aku yang mencorakkan

Akulah...yang mencorakkan.

Adakah mahu bahagia atau mahu derita

Bahagia dengan diri, cintai diri

makanya akan menyenangkan yang lain

Cintai diri, cintai semua

Cintai Allah yang Maha Agung dan RasulNya yang paling utama

9.48 am

Kg Sireh

- BUat sahabat yang mencari diri....dan untuk diriku sendiri..

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